There are times in life when situations find you that you didn't ever expect to happen to you. These are the things that happen to 'other people' and when we suddenly become the 'other people' we feel as though someone or something has ripped a hole in our soul. We lose our bearings for a little while and fumble around trying to make sense of things that have change your life forever.
I have always looked at the disciples on the night that Jesus was arrested and after He was crucified and I wonder why they acted the way they did. But when you expereince something so profound as the loss of someone you loved or some other dramatic upheaval in your life you lose all sense of direction for a while and you're forced to retreat and reassess just what is real and what you believe.
But I'm comforted by these words in Lamentations 3:14-26
14 I have become the ridicule of all my people––Their taunting song all the day.
15 He has filled me with bitterness, He has made me drink wormwood.
16 He has also broken my teeth with gravel, And covered me with ashes.
17 You have moved my soul far from peace; I have forgotten prosperity.
18 And I said, "My strength and my hope Have perished from the LORD."
19 Remember my affliction and roaming, The wormwood and the gall.
20 My soul still remembers And sinks within me.
21 This I recall to my mind, Therefore I have hope.
22 Through the LORD’S mercies we are not consumed, Because His compassions fail not.
23 They are new every morning; Great is Your faithfulness.
24 "The LORD is my portion," says my soul, "Therefore I hope in Him!"
25 The LORD is good to those who wait for Him, To the soul who seeks Him.
26 It is good that one should hope and wait quietly For the salvation of the LORD.
God knows how I feel. Amen.
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